I get asked quite a lot, why I have confidence or commented on how I always have a smile on my face. How can you always be so happy people ask me? To be perfectly honest my wounds,scars and sore spots are what give me the power too smile. Growing up I have been whipped by life at every chance I got and after living side by side with the darkness I came too fork in the road that left me making a choice. The choices being I can either continue in this darkness and inability too see the world in a posotive way and too create more problems for myself with the wrong people and the wrong substance and wrong situations or I can pick up my god damn boot straps and truck on down too Emerald City. I use Emerald City as a simple of my perfection, where their can be a horse of every color and a feild of poppys in my frount yard. You see I have come too develop rituals that help too keep my confidence high, along with my happiness. Every morning I smile at myself, even if I look or feel horrible I want the first thing I see to be a smile. Too remind me that I am beautiful, and too help me feel welcome and comfortable in my own skin, to except that I am who I am and I cant change that. I never let the bad things keep me down, if people,situations or anything eles is not making you happy in your heart and soul,then change. That being said making rash,innapropriate dicisions on a whim that are most likley going too be regrets in the end you should always measure the pros and cons and make sure you arent just being a immature being. Dance and celebrate life, feel that heart pump in your cheast. Liberate yourself from negativity and regret be who you are, because no matter what their is beauty in you, their is good, strengh,power the will to be who ever you want. You hold the key too your Emerald City, why not go on in?
xoxox-Terriann Cacilia
No comments:
Post a Comment